Week 12Damn this affair is Expensive!Fancy dinners, faraway hotel rooms, sexy lingerie, trusty babysitters, personal training sessions ... my cheater's tab is getting out of control. The 4 star hotels have been replaced by Motel 6's and backseat trysts in parks. The fancy dinners where we might be spotted are now a thing of the past.And because of that pesky paper trail business, most of it has to be taken care of in cash. I never thought I would need to get intimately familiar with the term "creative financing."Week 14How come I seem to be in a state of constant fear?What if my lover calls? What if he doesn't? What if someone sees us together? Can I call him? Should I call him? When should I call him? Am I acting differently? Dressing differently? Do I smell differently? When I'm not busy obsessing about these questions, I play over all of the possible outcomes in my head until it spins.Week 15Guarding my damn computer and cell phone is now my full-time job. I try to keep our. Just because that girl is away for a while doesn't mean that I can change that status." You wouldn't. It would still be a one girl situation, just the girl being different." What about Henry?" Henry will never be a one girl man. Anyway I think I am giving up on him. He took me to a party over the weekend. It was all cronies and floozies, breasts and legs all over the place. I suddenly understood how he viewed me, and I didn't like myself."I could see her eyes moisten in shame. "I think you are being too hard on yourself." Possibly." She nodded. "But you could say it was an eye-opener at any rate. So while I am looking for my next millionaire I could help you get over your loneliness, or at least prevent frustration." Under any other circumstance, Shelley, I would be very happy to have you on my arm and in my bed. But Antonia and I are getting married when she gets back. If I can't survive for six weeks without her, I don't deserve her." If only a man would say that about me." The.
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